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I used to "punish" myself by using my nails and digging them into my skin really hard or pinching on sensitive skin but I just used to do it on the areas that nobody at school in the gym lockers could see. I don't do it anymore though because my life was pretty sh.tty back then. Now it's still not fcuking perfect or anything but improved tremendously.
There are a lot of people in my school that cut themselves, for what reason I do not know because I'm not that brave to ask. Besides, it's really none of my business unless one of my friends begin to do that.
When you cause physical pain to your body either by cutting, over-dosing, or any other bad sh.t isn't asking for attention because I agree with what Jamie L. said. When you hurt yourself it's mostly because you're so d.mn numb to what is going on that the only way to remind yourself that you're still fcuking living is to penatrate into your body somehow to wake yourself up.
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