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i graduated. so why am i not sad. ergh. it's probably cause i know i'm going to make an effort to see the ones that i love. + the ones i love aren't that much. but i can't believe i graduated. it's kind of not surreal for me. it's kinda unbelievable. i remember back when i was like in pre-k. and now i'm going off to hs, which is a pretty big deal in nyc. hs, i mean. they make such a big deal of what hs you go to and how you're doing in there and whatnot. i don't know. this is not really a vent. i'm just scared i'm not going to make friends easily. i'm like the girl who's kind of weird at first. but once i get to know you and love you, i'll be the most outgoing person ever. ugh. </badrant>