[sw33tlilaznangel]

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Chapter 2

I couldn't stop thinking about that dream I had last night. Though it was a bit frightening, I felt more sad then scared, there was just something about it. It gave me chills. Maybe I'm too stressed. I should call Jin up afterschool.

The view of school ending felt even more crowded then the streets of New York. I never really liked school. Not because of the usual reasons why teens didn't, like homework, just simply because of how uncomfortable it made me. Passing by friends that used to be so close, people who you thought they were, but ended up being far from what you thought. I guess I can definately relate to everyone about that one.

"Miwa!" Someone yelled out from behind. I turned around and saw Jin. He came up and hugged me.


"Something wrong? You called all of the sudden, I didn't know what was wrong." He said.

"No, it was nothing, I think I'm a bit stressed, and we haven't had time together for a while, so I was wondering if you wanted to hang out." I said.


"****, I'm up for that anyday." He smiled and took my hand and we started walking to the car.

"So where do you want to go today?" He asked.
When we got to the car and got in, I turned to face him and said, "Where we first met." I smiled at him and knew that he would smile back.

Although the drive was a bit far, the closer we got, the more I smelled the cold air of the ocean. Jin knew I loved to come here, even though he still hated how we met.

==FLASHBACK==

"Mommy! I'm going to change now, I'll be right back" I said as I headed over to the changing rooms. I headed over to the changing rooms and walked around to find an empty stall. When I passed a certain one, I heard a voice behind the curtain. I was six, and didn't know any better, so I stepped right in.

"Dammit, I can't get this stupid shirt on! Ugh!" I heard the boy in front of me complain.

"Uh oh, you said a bad word. That's not good for you" I said. The boy quickly turned around.

"AHHHH! What are you doing here? GET OUT, GET OUT, GET OUT!!" He screamed and sat down in a squat possition.

"Why are you being such a wussy? Fine, I'll buy you a sundae later, get over it." I said. Although I really didn't have a clue why he was making such a big fuss.

"Why do you assume I want a sundae? When you just saw me like this!" He yelled.

"Because sundaes can fix anything" I said smiling at him. This seem to quiet the boy down, but the rest of the day, that pout stayed on his face. We were quite young, but I always thought the way he pouted was so adorable.

That year, my family was on a road trip to the beach. Since we never lived close by, it was always something I looked forward to. Jin lived nearby, and came here every summer. After the incident, we quickly became friends.When ever I was with him, it made me feel like I was with someone I knew for all my life. I had grown so attached to him in the two days that we met, that by the last day, they had to pry us apart. When we got back home, I begged and begged my parents to move closer to the beach.

Considering that I was an only child, I pretty much got everything I want. Three months later, we moved right into Jin's neighborhood. It was pointless to count the days that we spent together after that. And the older I got, the more the reason why he made such a big fuss made sense to me.

==END FLASHBACK==

I stepped out of the car and immediately felt the wind against my body.
"Hey Jin. Look." I pointed over to the changing stalls.

"God, Miwa, do you HAVE to remind me? =.=" He said. I bursted out laughing.

"You're always feeding off of my misery aren't you?" He said then smiled. Okay... I can't deny that one. We made our way over to the ice cream stand and got ourselves some scoops. Then walked over to the bench that faced the few palm trees that grew on the beach.

"Do you still remember what I first said to you when you moved into my neighborhood?" He said.

"How can I not? Only you would have said that to me." I said and stood up and imitated his pose and voice. " 'You have to marry me when you grow up, now that you live close.' AHHAHA you're funny Jin, if you were anyone else, I would have beaten you up badly." I said and took a seat.

"Ohh reallyy?? Well, if you don't remember why I said that, let me remind you that you were the only girl to ever see me naked. AND THAT INCLUDES ME BEING BUTT NAKED, WHEN I WAS 8!!!" He screamed it in my ears.

"You know, my mom never even saw me half naked, and she was the woman that gave birth to me. Let alone a stranger like you walking in on me." He said and laughed.

"AHAAAHHA don't you ever regret anything you say?" I asked.

"No, I was being serious, even though I was a kid. When I said I was going to marry you, I'll make dam sure I'm going to marry you." He said. He always knew how to make me giggle, like a baby.

"Awww you're sweet." I said, and leaned my head on his shoulder.

"Good to see you being yourself again. I was getting worried there." He said. I smiled. Even if the world walks out, I always know he's right beside me. Well, he better be, he is my boyfriend after all. ;]

Chapter 3

".... you just got to get there." The tall young man said. I blinked. Then looked over at him as he started walking back to his car. Where am I...My head hurts.. >"<

The man turned around. He wasn't much older then I was, probably about 23 years old. Then he started speaking again, but this time, there was no sound. Whats going on...?

Slowly and slowly... as seconds passed by... I couldn't believe my eyes, time had frooze. It felt different then what I had expected it to feel. Everything stopped.

I thought I had too, but I tried moving. And my body seemed just fine. I looked over to the man, he was still there, smiling. If this is the same thing I saw yesterday... then she should be... over there. I turned around, and no doubt. There she was. In her beautiful gown. Turned around, looking at him, with sorrowful eyes.

I slowly walked closer to her. She wasn't moving, just like him. Her hands clinged to the layers of her dress. Up close, it was truely beautiful. I touched the fabric, but the moment I did, my head began to ache once again. I let go, and it stopped.

I looked up at the young lady, she looked younger than he did, but still a bit older than me. I took my hands and brushed her face of the tears.
"What happened to you?" I said. I turned around to look at the sun rise. Then looked back at the lady. But the moment I did, everything around me began to turn into broken glass.

The scene, the lady, the man, everything, was gone. I looked down to my feet, were the pieces of glass. Then looked up, to notice I was surrounded by darkness...



"Miwa, hello? Miwa!" Jin was in front of me, waving his hands. "Are you okay?" He asked.

"Yeah, sorry I was zoning out." I replied. He looked worried. "No really, it's okay." I said to reassure him. We were at our favorite bakery, eating cake of course :]. Although I was messing with mine more than eating it.

"What's wrong? Appetite not good?" He asked.

"I guess so, I've been like that lately." I said. "Hey Jin, can to take me to see mom later?" I asked.


"Course, I haven't seen her for a while, I'd like to come too." He said smiling. I smiled back. I stared at him while he ate his cake, just like fat kid who hasnt eaten one in yearss. I laughed.

"What?" He asked looking confused.


"Who do you love more, that cake or me?" I asked laughing. "Cause right now it seems like that cakes really appealing to you." I said.


"Of course, this cake tastes good, and I love it way more than you." He said while picking up the dish and spilling it around. "See? Isnt it appealing to you too?" He said than took off a piece and waved it front of me.

"You know you want some. Buzzz buzzzz. bumblebee flying aroundd." He said as he waved the fork with the piece of cake around like a bee. "Miwa! Miwa! Eatt meee!" He said in a high pitched voice.

"HAHAHAHHAA rawr! I'm coming!" I said and opened my mouth wide. Jin placed the fork close, then put it in his own mouth.

"SYKE. eat your own" He said in a full mouth.

"Awww you ass." I took some of my cake and rubbed it on his nose.

"=.= oh so thats how you wanna play huh? Okay fine." Jin said then took his plate and pushed it into my face. "AHHAAHAHHAHA !!!!!!!!!!!! you look pretty hunny. 8)" He said.

:O. seconds later, we couldnt help but laugh.

After we cleaned up, as we were driving to mom's place, i took out a little quare, and began folding. Jin looked over and smiled.

"Still making those?" He asked as he was driving.

"What are you talking about? I'm not gonna stop until I die! Haha you know that." I said. Everytime something unforgettable happens, whether good or bad, I'll pull out a little square from my pockets and begin to fold a heart. Just a symbol of that day. Each person I spend with gets their own colored hearts, Jin's is white. I have a whole jar of these at my house. And guess what color dominates all? You guessed it, white ;].

GENOVA HOSPITAL, yes that was mom's only home. And she's never really left.