The Vent.

[Subconscious Nostalgia]

First my relatives invite themselves over and impose themselves on us, we just wanted the Saturday to ourselves. and if that wasn't bad enough, they brought over even more relatives with them.

Then I couldn't have my coffee without cream so I couldn't even go to the store or anything to pick up some, or go to Dunkin Donuts, and when my relatives left I was fricking asleep.

That was around 8 o clock. I wanted to hang out at Barnes and Noble from 8 to 11 today, and I fricking couldn't. And now I have to wait an entire week to do that again because only every Saturday for a certain time range do these certain people whom I've been trying to hang out with, show up there.

[my_papaya]

I hate everyone. Or myself. I can't decide who I hate more right now.

[Powdered Milk Man]

Grr. why is it that every time at work when i need to leaver, we get an hour long rush that gets me held over. Damn people, i have plans!

[caseyb.]

On Friday the tickets for the Glow In The Dark Tour went on sale at 10AM. Unfortunately, I had school and my mom wouldn't know what seats to get without any sort of direction or opinion. So, my sister got out of school at 12. And they both hit up F.Y.E. and it's only been 2 hours since the tickets started selling and it's SOLD OUT. OH HELLLLL NO. I know people just wanna go too because of the Kanye-hype or Rihanna-hype. But no, I wanna go because 1) I love Kanye's music. 2) Kanye is my idol. 3) Lupe is definitely one of my top 3 favorite rappers. 4) Yes, I'm looking forward to Rihanna, it's a lovehate thang. 5) Chris might be added to the tour? Or atleast make many guest appearances.

Hypebeasts man. Sick of it.

[unknown_wanderer]

Oh hey! My friend Albert has 2 front row tickets to that.

I don't know if he honestly wants me there AS A FRIEND, or if he still has this crush on me.

Ughh, I hope not because that is a BITCHIN' concert. Haha.

But another thing.

I wasted 4 hours at a brake repair shop, when I could have wasted 2 hours. IT TAKES 2 HOURS TO REPAIR 2 BRAKES PADS?! Then they take their lunch break, and then decide they have food coma, so it'll take them even longer.

[ayanelove]

my friends are not my "friends". and it took me this long to realize this. why? or maybe I knew, and I was trying to deny it. it's true. and since when did our roles get completely reversed? they used to be the pursuers, the ones always calling and reaching out to me, and wanting to do things with me. and one day it just stopped. now I find myself being the pursuer. but they don't do anything! they don't contact me AT ALL, whether it's through phone or online unless I do it first. unless I go, "hey how are you, I haven't talked to you in a while." and THEN they'll be all "oh I'm good..I miss you...when are you coming to visit?" and it's like they don't even try to see me. they're always like "I have homework, I have all these things to do, I'm hanging out with some other people." other people?!?!? they see these other people EVERY SINGLE DAY, in their classes. they live with each other, for goodness sake. and they can't make time for me? me, who they haven't seen since forever, me, who's stuck at home and wanting so much to see them. yes I know they have lives and they have homework, but how much can you have, not to be able to hang out with your friend? and my friends with cars, they don't make any effort or show any signs of wanting to come and get me. they just assume that someone else will, and wait for someone else to do it. I haven't REALLY talked to any of them in a while, because they barely reach out to me. they do use school as an excuse, a pathetic excuse. right now I feel like the only real friend I have is Heather. I know she cares because she makes the effort, we've been working hard to be able to see each other. and all these people I call friends.... I don't even consider them friends anymore. do they do this because they think of me as a.... casual friend? I can't stand that! I refuse to be anyone's casual friend, especially since then, they're prone to be fake to me. I miss them, all of them. I love them so much, despite how long I've known them. I break for them and I do want to be close to them, I want us to spend time together and to catch up on things. I want so badly to see them. but do they feel that way? NO! I just know that if I stop talking to them, stop calling and stop messaging... they won't even bat an eye. it kills me. and I know.. these are not real friends. these are people who are too caught up in their own selfish lives.

[cellosweet x)]

I am just so done with school. If they want to fire Mr. Yellin, the GREATEST teacher in the world, then they have to deal with all of us! >.< Grr.
Seriously, seeing him is the best part of going to that prison.

[jOaNnAxD]

i hate blogring for being inactive.

i know i've said this countless amount of times. but anyway, today is easter sunday. and when i was at church, i was just thinking about how much i've changed. and blah blah, one thing led to another and suddenly i'm thinking of br. and i just start tearing because i know i sound like some lame girl with no life. but i don't like changing and i don't like leaving stuff behind. and i guess, what i'm trying to say is that br really affected me. and it really is sad to see that it's so inactive now and i just wish everything would go back to when it was active and i would come online all the time, and hell, i would tell oao people more than i would tell my rl friends. i don't know where this is ending. but i just wish everything would go back to the way it used to, basically.

[ayanelove]

come on, come on! why aren't you replying back? a message, a call, something. I can't stand this waiting. what does it mean? I know I'm preparing myself for the worst but I NEED to hear it from you. I need to know. it's so hard to hold back right now and I want to confront you and ask you if you even got the message, but then that would look so desperate and clingy. I know I need to wait..... but this is killing me.

[jOaNnAxD]

I HATE THE WORLD FOR LIKING LEONA LEWIS.

haha. i never understood when all you peeps were like, bitch, i liked panic at the disco before all those little sixth graders liked it. of course, i was a sixth grader when you guys said that. BUT ANYWAY. leona lewis was my idol. no joke. hahahaha. i seem so obsessed right now. but i don't give a damn. leona lewis was MY idol! HMPH HMPH! no joke. and then, she comes to america and becomes all popular with bleeding love. and i hate that they overplay my favorite song. everything that i like that ever went mainstream, it's just that like, i hate it all now. and i hate that everyone is like, I LOVE LEONA LEWIS! and they just know bleeding love. stfu. i hate you all mainstream people. go rot in hell.

hahaha, i sound way too immature + obsessed. but WHO GIVES A DAMN. i am mad at the world because they made leona lewis successful. yeah, i'm evil. :]


OH YEAH. SARA BAREILLES.
that bitch was first heard by me.

i swear. i think every singer that i like is going to hit mainstream, because they well, i listen to music that can be mainstream, but it's currently unknown. so, i'm going to be very mad in the future as well.

UGH. SCREW ALL YOU MAINSTREAM WHORES.


and and. i'm not effing done. natasha bedingfield.
her first album, it made me cry. not kidding. and her second album, well, NB. not the american version. i just hate everyone that just ruins artists that i love.