I Used To Think That...

[Desideratum]

I looked around and didn't find any topic similar to this or it doesn't seem similar to me. Okay it was a couple days ago and I was in deep thinking. I used to think that I know everything and what love, life, etc. is and how much pain hurts and all those mature stuff. I used to think that I'm really mature and all. Now that I thought about it, I was so stupid. It was sometime ago when I went back to read my old xanga entries and they were so stupid and unrealistic. The way I typed and how I write about this one guy and my friends and et cetera. I want to know if everybody think like this sometimes.

You used to think what about yourself? What about other things?

[Spencer]

The last time I had thoughts like that, which was yesterday, my heart was ripped out by the one I love because of a misunderstanding.

[paper wings]

I used to write in tons of diaries/ journals. I read them again last year and it took me about an hour to get through just three of them [I kept one since the 3rd grade] and I had such a silly but profound breakthrough of myself.
Reading the past girlish and annoying entries I scribbled out were a bit weird to me because I culdn't believe how much of a arrogant, selfish, and self-centered little kid I was. Urgh and don't let me get started on my boy-craziness. I grew up a lot from then, even though Im not even through with middle school yet- Im a more grown-up than most people around me so I accomplished something in the end.

lol watch me read this BR entry three years later and say to myself "What a spasm.."

[Desideratum]

Lol Lily, if that's your name.

This is what I was looking forward to:

Ex: I used to think that my dad's mean.

Anyhow, I used to think that I'm really smart. Apparently I'm not.

[Kitty! At The Disco]

i used to think that my father hated me

but really he just cares alot & tries to protect me

[unknown_wanderer]

I was such a naive and yet happy child when I was younger.

It's sad how much I've changed.

[paper wings]

me too! I let the compliments of being smart get to my head until the people from high school went to talk to us and I dont really have a chance to get in honors Lit even though I still think I deserve it..anywho. Im less proud of myself these days lol

my name is Tea btw..I just like the s/n

[Desideratum]

I think I wrote to you in Dear Friend. My old username was xsecretxwishesx.

I used to think that I am the "perfect" kid.

[Daryen]

That would be called "growing up," I think.

[Essential]

I used to think that there are a lot of possibilities in this world and I still think that. I never thought of myself as smart or I know everything about love, but some how this guy calls me his personal love therapist. Crazy dude but whatever.