2 A.m

[temptd]

Did you ever think that life would be this hard,
Or ever imagined hating each day more and more?
Do you know how it feels to be trapped in unhappiness?
Or just how dark even the sunniest days can be?

And I swore to myself I'd never let it get this bad,
I always thought I'd overcome everything with ease.
And then you came along and everything went out the door,
And all those promises and all those dreams seemed impossible suddenly.

But no matter how hard things keep getting,
Somehow I can't stop this love from growing.
And every night when I pretend to be sleeping,
I dream of you and wish for a new beginning.
'Cause I can't get your voice out of my head,
And everytime I close my eyes I see your face.

I don't think we'll ever really be happy,
Unless we're together, without all the fighting
But I can assure you that you'll always be a part of me,
And ill never really stop loving you, even if I'm with someone new.

I still picture how we used to be,
How I'd hold your hand and know this was meant to be.
I can still hear your laughter as we played our silly games,
While you held me in your arms and I knew I was safe.
I know your every habit and every thing you love,
I know just how you get when times get tough.

I want you to know that I'm writing this at 2 am,
and yes its my birthday, but I've never been more miserable.
I wish you were here to tell me things will be ok,
and wipe away my tears while I listen to your hearts song play.

I'm another year older today,
and another step closer to going insane...